Sorted.

I have a house for next year. Luckily Mach is moving out of his house from this year to move into Viper Towers 2 (aka Piss Pants Towers). This has left his room vacant for the coming year, and me with my foot in the door - I already know all of his lovely housemates, I know there's no problems with the house and it kills so many birds with one stone. So I wrote them all a lovely message and after some consideration they decided that I can live with them next year :) I'm so relieved about this, it was playing on my mind constantly.

On the subject of happiness, recent events have led me to think about what I've done in the past. I'm starting to feel some regret for my actions. Nothing too recent - we're talking the last 5 years here, not the last 6 months, but I feel like I've definitely made mistakes and if I had been able to speak to past Verity I'd have told her to do some things differently. Have I done myself a disservice? Am I somehow corrupted as a result of my actions? Why does it feel like I did the wrong thing? I'm finding things so much harder to deal with now, and I can't help but feel that its all my fault. I never thought that I'd be a person filled with regret, that I'd see that everything happens for a reason, that one learns from their mistakes, but at the moment I feel that quite the opposite is the case.

Lesson 27: If you're shit with money, like me, try living on only a certain amount of cash per week - avoid using your card unless you need it for something big like a haircut/bill. I've found myself spending considerably less now the money is disappearing from in front of my eyes, rather than from a imaginary pile in a bank account....

Listening to: Parasol - Jonquil.